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A Clown Who Lost The Circus

by Chodus

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who do ya wanna be? what do you wanna do? when ya asked me if my house wanted haunted, i said "hey man, doesn't that seem obvious?" what do you wanna be? who do you wanna do? what a putrid person what perfect question what a perfect person what a putrid person homo erectus homo sapien more like homeless and hopeless homo florensis homo habilis can you tell i'm all caught up on classes? although fascinating i dont know what to do with this new information my hallucinations are just my brain making sense of all the ghosts that i've been seein' lately salenthropus tchadelehensis i wanna make a [REDACTED] can't throw a stick let alone bake shit my animal is essentially useless
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can i get a pack of marlboros? let me see some ID please i left it out in my car bro do i fucking look like im eighteen? i would like to buy some scratch tickets i am a secret shopper i need some porn i need some papers the coppers come and see you later i got promoted to rehab i got demoted morally another lie another relapse well im still slowly conforming i am not acting suspicious i am a secret shopper i need some pills i need a weed sack gimme a thrill gimme a spacebag i feel the footprints before me i try to sidestep but fall in i hear the accident occurring and i remember the drawing i feel the guilt in my ears i hear you already screaming footsteps into next year and i remember the ceiling
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Loose Ends 02:57
I got all of these things up in my room try to make a movie try to make some music sit and wishing there was nothing to do there i stay staring up at the ceiling and this chord progression is just like 15 of my other songs i cant say im old or restless but the dog and the lawn are both gone no excuse why im so grumpy i get so noided that im scared of my own friends i wake up happy with somebody that loves me i stay inside and try to tie up the loose ends im reading scripts to people in there cars i cannot tell if you are even listening i suppose my thoughts are just so scattered apart it is impossible to find a logical sequence breathe in breathe out thank god that you got some oxygen breathe in breathe out your head is spinning but its not quite gone yet
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I Do Not 04:36
what if i told you... there is an underwater nazi base off of the coast of columbia i swear to god i am not making this up i found a picture of hitler at starbucks no i dont no i dont i do not want warner van braun invented NASA and then made a fake moon propaganda showed the masses how this moon worked soon the oceans opened up the base for hitler now he runs a sweatshop down there
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do you think i look like harmony korine? my brother and all of his old friends the future has come now and all that was way back when i was a kid alas the onion you've been eating is someone elses waterlily emptiness is the mother of all things the less one has to do the less time one will find to do them in telling someone the truth is a loving act and the bull must remember that he was just once a calf the first man gets the oyster the second man gets the shell the most exhausting thing in time; insincerity
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don't ya wanna make keyboard pop? don't ya wanna be as cool as the other bands? you're so passive when it's all brought up it's like ya never had a grasp on the circumstance do you know how, many times a day, I find myself explaining something that i know nothing about don't you wanna be someone you're not? scatter apart and stack right up coming out the speakers frequencies of your thoughts speaking easy doesn't always mean soft
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Keyboard Pop 03:32
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Darwin 02:54
you're so fucking lucky to exist i can be so ungrateful for all of this the fact that there is enough air to breathe should make me feel relief no your memory's not perfect all your memories are twisting and turning just synapses firing but your brain is lying tryna put some purpose to all that time why don't we, have a roach ceremony? the universe wants to tear us apart but gravity is there for me the world would just be a sea without our moon to hold it what came before me is terrifying but what i don't know in the present is what i fear garbage controllers massive implosions and a clown who lost their circus drop pot, sell out
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Alteva 04:40
fuck you issac brock you're an asshole for stealing all of the good riffs and everyone of your 14 albums is at least and hour and ten it's unrelated i don't wanna hear your love songs your not in love with anyone a palimpsest of sentience well evolution is taking its toll on me a broken nose man i can hardly breathe a catalogue of talking electricity so yanks some words from your head and yell some thoughts from your mouth say some things already been said and try not to feel down every pop song thats been written is a pop song i'll write again i remember all of the erosion cracks in the road so hard to skate over i used to say i hated the ocean and i guess thats still true all the salt in the world would be exploding without some chloride to deform it
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Dershmerj 02:58
when i heard what you said about me running my mouth was a facade of jealousy im probably not using that properly after all whats a noun or apostrophe? talkin is cheap but i am poorer than normal i feel weak and speaking feels horrible i found your secret songs in a journal took em for my own and told the world im immortal its hard not to feel like a loser its hard not to feel like i'll lose her nobody wants to see you like that everybody wants you back we miss our friend we miss our happy dad our situation is tragic at best

about

sadly, i recorded all of this alone. hopefully soon, jake jason and i can get to practicing again. until then, forgive my self-indulgence. tell me whatya think. we all need a clown sometimes. and sometimes a clown needs a circus

thank you natalie for supporting and loving me even when i spend hours in the dungeon.
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released May 16, 2020

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Chodus Claremont, New Hampshire

asthma punk
spaz rock
squeetle pop






the boys in the hood are always hard
come talking that trash we're gonna pull your card
knowing nothing in life but to be legit
don't quote me boy cause i aint said shit
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